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I Saw JESUS CHRIST (YAHUSHUA), Face to Face!

On December 24, 1987

This day, more years ago than I’d rather count, I saw YAHUSHUA (Hebrew for JESUS) just as the apostles of old did!

I am also called an apostle, sent to take the gospel to the ends of the earth—first to the Jew and then the Gentile. For it is the power of SALVATION for those who believe! The praise is not mine. All praise, honor and glory to YAHUSHUA!



I have had visitations from YAHUSHUA and two times, I’ve actually seen HIM; HE appeared to me. Though it’s already been many years, this was the second and most recent: On December 24/25, 1987 YAHUSHUA, WHO I called “JESUS CHRIST” came before me in a Face-to-face encounter.

I am Jewish by birth, but not raised in an observant (or any kind of religious) household. In those days, I only knew this as the Christmas season, which I no longer recognize as the birth of YAHUSHUA since learning the truth about Christmas. In these many years, I have learned to celebrate Sukkot & Hanukkah (the times of HIS real birth and conception) instead—to shun pagan ways, and return to my Jewish roots, to YAHUSHUA’S ways.

I am grateful it did not offend HIM that I was celebrating Christmas at that time and believed it was the time of the year that was HIS birth. I am grateful HE still came to me even though I never heard of HIS HEBREW NAME. We are only held accountable for what we have been taught. Of course times change and knowledge is increasing.

Tonight, the full moon of December 2015 will shine brightly in our skies and it happens to fall on this anniversary of when I saw YAHUSHUA Face to face. YAH is the ONE WHO created the moon and the cycles. Just because evil ones decide to use the moon for evil, for occultism, doesn’t mean we have to focus on the negative or occult practices, but we can look at the Bible instead.

In fact the Holy days in Biblical times were counted by the sighting of the new moon! And Passover, Sukkot & Purim, three Biblical festivals full of JOY, come at the time of the full moon!

I believe in faith that ABBA YAHUVEH is also giving us this rare moon on this date that’s so special to me and at the coldest and darkest time of year, as a sign of blessings to come—to HIS children who worship and strive to obey HIM. YAHUSHUA will protect us from the workers of iniquity!

Do not just dwell on the negative, what the evil ones try to send, but rejoice YAH created the moon and it’s cycles. I am expecting miracles during this time of this rare moon! It is also the first full moon after Asarah B’Tevet, when we did our last congregational fast.

Only during this past Hanukkah 2015, did YAHUSHUA speak to my spirit to check the dates of Hanukkah 1987, and I am delighted! That year on the traditional calendar, the first day of Hanukkah was December 15th/16th. And according to the crescent new moon, this would have begun December 16th/17th.

That means when HE actually came to me eight days later, it was just at the end of Hanukkah 1987, December 24th!

I could feel IMMAYAH’S, the RUACH HA KODESH’S (Hebrew for HOLY SPIRIT) leap of joy when I learned that, and as YAHUSHUA now tells me, “I came to you on Hanukkah.” I am still rejoicing with this new knowledge because I had my own Face to face with the ETERNAL MENORAH LIGHT, our YAHUSHUA!

It was my 1st Hanukkah miracle! It was a time of healing and miracles. And I didn’t even know the word “Hanukkah” at the time! I remember I went to sleep depressed and worried because of the treats on my life and mockery of my X husband and mother-in law, now being tortured and burning in hell! (Her name was Mary Gomez and the judgement that befell her, I will tell another time! And YES, that’s a warning to all enemies and one in particular.)

When YAHUSHUA visited me and awoke me, HE sat on the edge of the cushioned leather rail of the bed. And when my abusive, now ex, was taking apart the bed years later, there was a huge mark, as though it was burned by a fire! It was brown on the side of my bed where YAHUSHUA sat! I saw it. My ex saw it also.

Now I think to myself, “Something so Holy….why didn’t I take a picture of it?” LOL!

This testimony not only applies to Hanukkah, but this was a traumatic time and it’s also part of my life testimony, which hasn’t been updated in many years. So much has happened since that time, but it has been prophesied by others that there would be an autobiography of my life, which will eventually come to pass in YAH’S perfect timing.

Although Hanukkah 2015 has past, today is the anniversary on the secular calendar, December 24th 2015 and this is a time high in suicide and depression. “Now is the time to share this,” YAHUSHUA is saying, “It will increase others’ faith.” And whenever you read this, it will increase the faith of anyone going through dark times.

I also want my faith increased, so lately I have been praying for HIM to come to me in this way again, to allow me this honor once again! I ask of all you who stand in agreement with AmightyWind Ministries, please stand in agreement with this prayer for me. If it is HIS will, HE will. If not, I still say, “YOUR will be done ABBA YAH & YAHUSHUA, not mine!”

I had no idea why I was led to write all of this now, but now I do…

Usually I am so private, and this visitation from YAHUSHUA is very sacred experience for me. I haven’t even posted this on the website before and it was only recently published in a book, Secrets of the HOLY SPIRIT (RUACH HA KODESH). This excerpt is the third of three visitations included there, in “YAHUSHUA HA MASHIACH Appears to Me (& Attempts on My Life)”.

Eyes with Ocean Waves of Love

On December 24, 1987, ten days after my youngest son was born, I was visited again and saw YAHUSHUA! HE sat on the edge of my bed. After my youngest was born, miracle after miracle occurred in our lives.

[…] When my youngest son was 9 days old I drove to the store which was only a few blocks away. My twin sons, who were 5 years old, went with me. It was the first time I had been out of the house since coming home from the hospital. I really needed to get away because my evil ex-husband’s mother was visiting and helping care for my youngest. When she would visit it was like having two enemies at my throat. Nothing I could do was right and all they did was mock GOD and what I believed.

As I was going to the store, a strange thing happened. Instead of going a few blocks away, I ended up 50 miles away in a ghetto of Gary, Indiana. How I got there I do not know. It seemed […] the next thing I knew was I was seeing African Americans and I realized I was not in our hometown anymore. To this day, I do not have a clue how I got there! My twin sons did not know either. Only YAHUSHUA knows what happened that day.

[…] All I know is I called and asked him to come and get us because I had […] no memory of how I got there. I would never have driven there and I did not even know how to get there! I feared downtown Gary, Indiana.

My ex came and got me. Of course all I heard on the ride back was that I was “not fit to be a mother—you had better go to the doctor because […] you will die if you do not…” The lies of satan were long and lengthy.

He and my mother-in-law mocked me, cursed me and said, “The babies would be better off anyway without a mother like you! You will die!”

We had a king sized water bed with leather rails on it. I was sleeping on my side of the bed, as far away from my ex as I could get. I fell asleep praying.

I was awakened with SOMEONE staring at me with such love as I had never felt before. I had to wake up to see WHO was in the room, WHOSE love was so strong for me that it awakened me! I knew it was not love from my ex. WHO was it? I opened my eyes and there, sitting on the rail of my waterbed, was my LORD & SAVIOR, YAHUSHUA HA MASHIACH, WHOM I called JESUS CHRIST at the time.

HE was radiant, glowing! HE looked like the pictures I had seen of HIM. HIS Hair barely touched HIS Shoulder and there was so much light all around HIS Head it made HIS Hair appear light in color! HIS Eyes were filled with so much light and love—it was like ocean waves washing over me. HIS Eyes appeared to be a shade of blue. I cannot say what color HE was wearing because the light was so bright all around HIM. HE sat very close to me on the rail of the waterbed.

YAHUSHUA never opened HIS Mouth when HE spoke to me. Instead HE spoke to my mind somehow telepathically. I could hear HIM clearly. HIS exact words were, “I am so sorry you have had to suffer like this.”

Then I told HIM, “If everyone in the world would stand back to back around the world and tell me that JESUS (the ONE I now call YAHUSHUA) doesn’t love me, I would know they are lying!” I have seen HIS love for me. I have felt HIS love. Not only for me but for everyone that puts HIM first in their life and love and does their best to obey HIM.

The next thing I knew HE disappeared and I fell back asleep. When I awoke I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt.

When I told my twins the next day, even at the age of 5, they believed me when I said, “‘JESUS’ came and sat on my bed.” My evil ex mocked me. Yet this I know was real.

I also had proof. Where YAHUSHUA had sat on the rail of the bed, there was a big burn mark shaped like three flames of fire joined together. It was undisputed proof to me that the LORD YAHUSHUA had been physically present and sat on my bed. I even showed the burn mark to my ex and he admitted he had no explanation for it. I find it ironic how many times in that waterbed he had tried to kill me while I slept or attempting to strangle me and it was here, on that waterbed, YAHUSHUA our MASHIACH, had come to visit me on that night of December 24, 1987.


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